THE HUDSON
THE HUDSON
At night � our affair
is conducted inside a sealed hotel room �
Shut off from the world to boil
and cool according to its own laws.
I touch the history of your body -
where you are firm and can not be softened.
Even as my hands pass through
into the empty space where you once were
I love you� the way I loved stardust and light,
as a child�when my father first began to notice me -
At first - I resisted you as all abandoned strays
do a new home� for at least six months.
Then, even while I was mouthing �no,�
my heart was yapping, �yes�please.�
It had been the same with my father -
from hot intensity to cool indifference.
Days together would be followed
By months apart � I thought
He made me fully human � as an adult
I learned he made me incomplete�.
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